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Monday, December 26, 2005

 

The Man In Black

On Christmas evening, I had a musical revelation of sorts.

I was in between appointments at City Hall, so I stepped into Gramophone music store, where I’ve scored some sweet deals on blues CDs previously. Of course, that was even before they were called Gramophone, I think it was Music Warehouse or something like that. As a sign of the times though, these days its teenyboppers, new age shtick, bastardized variants of jazz and whatever sells these days that occupies most of the shelf space.

After casting a disdainful eye at the increasingly anorexic blues section, I strolled down the same aisle just idly looking around, not hoping to find much in particular. As chance would have it, I found myself in the country section, these days known more for the buxom blondes and pseudo-outlaw crooners in fancy hats. Somehow country seems to have acquired a bad rep over here in my age group, no thanks to the increasing popularity of line dancing among retirees.

It may have been a long time ago, but my first exposure to music was actually through country. Back when I would ride in my dad’s car, the radio was always tuned to 90.5 FM, which broadcasted a heavy diet of Kenny Rogers and John Denver. To this day, I can still remember a few of Kenny Roger’s choruses, like “Lucille” and “The Gambler”. The images of the stories being told remain fresh in my mind years later, much like the pictures you form in your head when you read an engaging book.

If I ever do get to meet him in person though, I’d want to tell him that his overpriced chicken sucks.

Back to Gramophone. In my state of idle browsing, I somehow stumbled upon a small cluster of Johnny Cash CDs nestled away in a corner, all at nicely lowered prices (Hmm, I wonder why). I’d previously heard of Walk The Line, and as of now I’m eagerly awaiting its opening in Singapore. As a primer of sorts, I decided to pick up one of his albums, having only heard bits and pieces here and there before. Always being partial to live albums, I picked up “Johnny Cash at San Quentin”.



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Later that evening (the next morning, rather), I popped it into my CD player for a listen before hitting the sack, intending to browse through a magazine as it played.

I didn’t sleep till the whole CD was through, and the magazine lay on my table untouched.

This album was recorded in 1969 at San Quentin Prison, the 4th time that Cash played there. On this occasion, he had just recovered from a drug addiction, gotten married and found renewed faith in his religion. However, his guitar player of 13 years, Luther Perkins, had passed away a few months earlier. With this mixed bag of emotions slung over his shoulder, you’d expect it to show in the music, and it did. His usually thundering voice was strained and his pitching was hardly on form. The arrangements and the rest of the band weren’t as tight as usual, sometimes even his guitar wasn’t in tune.

But something shone through and rose above the technicalities. Here he was, playing for a whole prison-full of what society would consider as scum, with barely enough armed guards patrolling the aisles. Earlier on, the warden had already advised him “Mr Cash, don’t you dare look these men in the eyes. I’d suggest you and your family (he had his new wife and sisters on stage with him) look just over their heads at the wall in the back of the room.”

He threw that advice to the wind, and gave a performance that might have incited a prison riot. His banter in between songs, his choice of material, his whole stage persona indicated his personal empathy for the inmates and a genuine desire to reach out to them, and they responded in kind with loud cheers, hoots and unbridled applause that no tuxedo-wearing upper-crust types could have mustered at Carnegie Hall.

His impassioned songs told profound stories in simple words, of the life of freedom that the inmates dreamt of, of the anger against injustice. Some songs were just plain silly, bringing much needed humour into the grey stone walls, while the gospel numbers preached the word to those whom few would consider preaching to.

The brash spirit of his performance resonated with the incarcerated souls, emanating more anti-establishment credibility than any punk band can claim, boldly going where no smack-talking, swaggering rock stars would, with his wife and sisters in tow no less.

When the cameras kept blocking him from the audience and refused to move, here's what he had to say.


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Perhaps the definitive song of this album is San Quentin, a sure hit with the inmates so much so that they demanded a replay right away. You can definitely guess which lines garnered the most cheers.

San Quentin, you've been livin' hell to me
You've hosted me since nineteen sixty three
I've seen 'em come and go and I've seen them die
And long ago I stopped askin' why

San Quentin, I hate every inch of you.
You've cut me and have scarred me thru an' thru.
And I'll walk out a wiser weaker man;
Mister Congressman why can't you understand.

San Quentin, what good do you think you do?
Do you think I'll be different when you're through?
You bent my heart and mind and you may my soul,
And your stone walls turn my blood a little cold.

San Quentin, may you rot and burn in hell.
May your walls fall and may I live to tell.
May all the world forget you ever stood.
And may all the world regret you did no good.

San Quentin, you've been livin' hell to me.


This whole album got me thinking about what music means to different people. For most, music is something playing in the background, secondary to the task at hand like driving, studying, dancing or whatever. For some of us, music is a way of life in itself, not an accessory to it.

But when you strip a person of everything he has, his freedom, dignity and identity, music still remains a beacon of hope and offers a semblance of normalness to what is otherwise an instituted life. Much like that scene from Shawshank Redemption where Dufrene sneaked into the prison broadcasting station to play a classical record, which Morgan Freeman’s character says “made them feel human again.”

I wouldn’t say I’ve ever lived anything remotely resembling that kind of life, not even National Service, but I can definitely vouch for how music has gotten me out of the low points.

Johnny Cash at San Quentin” captures such a moment of release and reprieve for the inmates brought about by a charismatic performer who transcends genres, boundaries and social divides, who spoke to the condemned as he would any audience.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

 

You see that tree over there?

The season is upon us again, with all it’s attendant exhortations and clichés.

I won’t be talking about those today though, there’ll be others who can beat it to death much better than I can. Instead, I’ll talk about last Sunday, where I experienced a real Christmas tradition for the first time.

Nope, not drinking eggnog. Don’t think I’d mind though.

Not caroling around the neighbourhood. I’d drive away the stray dogs and cats.

Not gathering around the fireplace to warm up in the winter season. There isn’t one to speak of, though there is a weird penchant for freezing cold air-conditioning around here.

And definitely not getting kissed under mistletoe.





I saw a real Christmas tree.

Yeap, in all my 24 years I've only known plastic Christmas trees. Some went the full distance, with dark green thistles and faux-snow painted on. Others were unashamed of their polymeric nature, going the full distance in the other direction and coloured brightly in various shades and hues. These days, the line of decency gets crossed by those which repeatedly churn out some digital rendition of a common carol, with as much musical aplomb as can be achieved with electronic beeps.

It was a Sunday afternoon when my parents decided to stop over at the nursery to pick up gardening supplies. These plant nurseries bring back both bad and fun childhood memories. The bad ones consist of me being bored out of my head surrounded by row after row of plants while my parents didn’t show any sign of wanting to leave anytime soon, while the fun ones are about kicking and squashing those little oranges that drop from the kumquats when they’re in season for Chinese New Year. These days, I have a more refined appreciation for nature and less destructive means of self-entertainment.

Back on topic, the nursery had a few rows of Christmas trees, made up of Noble firs and Nordmann firs. The thistles looked intimidating but were soft to the touch, and running my fingers up and down the length of a branch felt more like stroking the tail of some furry animal. It wasn’t nearly as tall and green as I imagined, but an interesting sight nonetheless. The fresh pine-like scent was a welcome change from the usual urban smells, no doubt brought forth in part by the thistles brushing against my arm as I strolled in between rows of trees.

Walking amongst these trees brought back yet another set of memories. The boring ones were about setting up the white plastic tree we used to have, pinning all the fiddly branches onto the fake trunk, or at least those that would fit. Hanging up the decorations was also another pain, especially since I’d invariably break one of those ridiculously fragile glass ball thingys. Hopefully not while my parents were around. Adding to the hassle was the fact that everything would have to be taken down and stowed away for more of the same next year.

The fun ones need no guessing. Christmas for me was always about presents. The religious significance of it wasn’t totally lost on me, even though I’m a free-thinker. It’s just that the excitement of getting presents and unwrapping them on Christmas day seemed to override everything else. Eventually, as my cousins and I grew older the rest of my extended family eased off on the gifts. By then I’d come to think that Christmas was really a religious occasion, and the gift exchange was more of a material, commercially-driven thing.

Which is why my folks, myself and the rest of my family don’t do anything about Christmas these days. Most of us aren’t Christians, and it just feels odd going through the motions of a festival which doesn’t really mean much to you apart from the public holiday. I’d respect it as a festival for those of the faith, and I’d wish my Christian friends “Merry Christmas” just as I would “Happy Deepavali” to my Hindu friends and “Selamat Hari Raya” to my Muslim friends.

That doesn’t stop most people though. Singaporeans, ever keen to assimiliate (some would say ape) aspects of other cultures, have picked up on the Christmas tree tradition, and thus the ka-ching sound you hear at nurseries around this time. Shopping centres continue to boom and Orchard Road becomes a commuter’s worst nightmare, even for pedestrians. There’s always the Christmas light-up along that whole street of malls, each one gaily decorated (remember when gay meant happy?) in their best effort to win the honour of being the best decorated shopping centre.

To end-off, here’s a quote from Steve White, a great musician who recently passed through our part of the world and gave 2 performances and a workshop.

“I’m not sure if you all celebrate Christmas here in Singapore, but back in America we not only celebrate it, we sell it.”

I can say definitely say we celebrate Christmas over here, just that everyone does it their way.

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